Beware: being dramatic follows.
Although this should be a huge deal, and I should be celebrating, I feel pretty numb to it.
I haven't felt excited at all.
It's really strange. I feel more overwhelmed now, than I ever have and I feel just.... bleh.
Maybe its the weather?
Maybe its all the circumstances that I am dealing with?
Maybe its just... me?
Don't know what it is...
I have also been feeling just... off.
I don't like it.
I feel like I am stuck in quick sand, but while I am dangling in the drying cement, I'm not struggling to get out.
Tomorrow is a new day, and tomorrow is the beginning of a new chapter in my life.
I am not going to let this lull carry on.
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